Thursday, October 31, 2019

Queer at 72


How queer to be  seventy-two
the flow we imagine that our life is
goes around islands of perceptions
revelations traumas disillusions
 deposed rulers of our endeavors
career and ambition dissipate in favor of
 reminiscence of thirteen lovers 

missing those on the other side

lost in death's dateless night 
found alive in dreams
 awake I am  teaching asking
 like Socrates about the beauty
of portraits of Picasso's six wives
are the thirteen an identity my passion

the rapport the thoughts feelings and

body fluids the ecstasy of flesh and cum
arguments forgiveness kisses
what else am I but those 
 writings poetry photographs
letters concerts art or walks in parks 
up mountains down streams

 looking at glaciers craters volcanoes

snap-shooting temples shrines cathedrals 
the Alcazar of Seville the Pantheon
the shrine of 3000 lanterns all impermanent
 the revelation when alone on Mauna Kea  
 under the stars with Orion friend for life
that Thanatos and Eros are queer at 72 


Monday, May 20, 2019

Breath interrupted


How simple is a breath
unless there is impediment
the rhythm of breathing goes
unnoticed most of our days
we may notice a fragrance
breathing it in with delight
or something foul or toxic
making us desire fresh air

What happens when deprivation
of breath turns the simple to complex
fluid in the lungs keeps the heart
from the air it craves when no more
can the air come in with ease
when consumed by consumption
we are desperate for the remedy
poets past never had

our good doctors give us expectorants
antibiotics antihistamines and inhalers
from which the puffs of air provide
expansion of the vessels of the lungs
pills and tonics open the way to air
why even the mind expands
open to music and poetry in an epiphany
Keats alive again pure and serene

Beethoven's sonatas are the embodiment of God
yet even in this temple of delight
veiled melancholy has her sovran shrine
beauty offers us no lasting cure
sadness moves through every pained breath
each gasp a cough of revelation
of impermanence as life like breath departs
how simple is a death