Saturday, May 26, 2012

Haiku of a Faun



Imagining you
dark chocolate fine red wine
your scent in my cum

Jack 5/12

Need


Need

We need the air to breathe
The air does not make us needy
The deeper breath we take
The stronger we are

Jack 5/12

Spittle and Blather


Spittle and Blather

Have you ever encountered a gaggle
Young mothers pushing their offsprings' 
Strollers postulating the joys babies
Bring lifting them to show 
But seeing just their own 
Baby reaching out its tiny finger
As piercing screech of a blue-throated macaw
Erupts startling need crying out its existence
Upon these crawling creatures 
Young mothers project their fantasies
Hopes dreams imaginations of able men
Women one day making them proud proving
Their pride fulfilling what mothers
Married working walking their progeny

Cannot do for themselves
What do you think or feel
Value as you  watch their excited faces
That this is life the meaning we all
Yearn full of passion to gain
Do you see these happy women 
As beauty as joy as comfort
Is their love for these small beings
Ultimate unconditional unassailable
Am I alone in finding my fulfillment
Otherwise in choosing to abort
As I did
Delighting not in what my semen 
Became but in the seed my mind shares

Yet you will point out sweetly to me
That I like them shall one day be
Blather and spittle
Crying out in pain or wonder 
As what life I have departs
Those gathered around 
Will say how sad he has no children
No sons no daughters to bid farewell
If  a few of those who've loved me all these
Years live still
They will bid my drooling mouth
Good bye
You will witness what flights of meaning
I achieved. 

Jack 5/12



Sunday, May 20, 2012

Yeux


Yeux

How do you say eyes in French
How do you say eggs
When first I saw you
Cafe in Paris
My desire  hatched
My desire to hold your hand
My desire to fertilize your eggs
Like a cod
Nager dans la mer

Jack 5/20/12
During the eclipse of the Sun

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Lake Country Seed



Lake Country Seed 

When I was yet a student lad
First time visiting the Finger Lakes
I hung upside down
From the cabin's playground monkey bars
Naked
You said to me
"You looked like an animal."
You wouldn't have sex with me
That night our host
Offered me more
We unmade his bed
We fucked like animals



Jack -- Revised, 5/3/12



Wednesday, May 2, 2012

What


What  (Ironic Self-deprecation to Release Tension)

So what the fuck will you say
Old man with a scrap  goatee
You old goat  let us tell you
Death bed nursing home enema bag

Want something to stick in those varicose veins
Come on say something wise
We dare you dare your impudent impotence
Old fag what would you do if we spread our legs

Were you there when Caesar shot across the Rubicon
When they shot Kennedy and Camelot
Fell to Morgan and Modred and Merlin froze
You sat there  a kid in Latin reciting 

They said on the intercom "The President is dead"
What now dry skin can you get it up knowing
They broke your round table
That all your kings and knights are rot

Make us laugh old man jester
Lear's tragic old fool dance
Sing strum a guitar say something deep
So we can like you and your old bone

Like you and your wit whats left of it
Like you because we feel sorry for your 
Feeble attempt to be cool like we are
Young like we are

Hipsters the way we are (Not!)
You can't be our mirror  man
 We are not your masturbation fantasy
Are we are we






Poerm


Poerm: Po-erm Dfn: A poem-like expression using words to convey what is otherwise ineffable, with always an eye on, or other sensory awareness of, Eros. Thanatos may be substituted or play a part as well.

Jack, May Day '12